wildrose

Two days before, met one of my online friends, and obviously we were very eager to find out more about each other. So in between he said, “My mother- in – law has a terrible disease, Alzheimer’s “. In a fraction of second, my eyes welled up with tears. I was thinking about my mom, who was a victim of the same sickness and now resting in peace. “Yes”, I thought aloud and continued “it is the one of the terrible disease any person can have”. Even though our conversations touched so many aspects of life and world, somewhere in the corner of my heart, a pain was lingering. Usually when any sort of emotions lurk in my mind, I slowly withdraw to myself to a corner of a room, and try to pour out these through my pen. Two and a half years before, I was diagnosed with poly cystic ovaries, and doctor suggested a surgery. He also suggested that along with this surgery they can remove my appendix also which was at that time, if continued anymore inside my body will surely become a threat to my l...

There is No night without a day, No moon without the sun and No rainbow without a rain But… Night has to leave when day comes, Moon and Sun cannot dwell together And rain has to stop for rainbow to gleam.. This is how we are.. my beloved.. There is no ME without a YOU We never can merge with each other, but Can only give way for each other endlessly..

Often I feel like an ant on a leaf, floating above the fast flowing stream.. It's all green and live, with no other soul around, But when I lean out, I shudder realizing, that the stream is bearing my destiny..

I...... I am..... I am living.... I am living for... I am living for U... I am so alive..... You..................... You are................. You are living.......... You are living for ...... You are living for me.... You are so alive......... You ............................ I .............................. I and You form WE................ We are living................... We are living for each other..... We are thus alive...........

You didn’t quite comprehend me, I don’t need your hug, kiss, comfort or touch, I want you near me, a breath away So that I can grip your hands tight and rest my weary face on your shoulders might

She left her home, her family and knowingly replaced the colors of youth with scars of burden She didn’t disappoint her parents who looked her With expectant eyes..Yes hunger and nakedness is real… “I need to survive” she thought among all the odds.. And to feed the hungry bellies..She is now in a strange land.. How to live, where to go…whom to speak.. in this world Where money comes before love and care..she fought… Yes…among the people with selfish motives… convinced Here, it is money and power that gives you all.. Time slid by, hunger was quenched and poverty eradicated Her family once, who made sky as the blanket and pavement as their bed, Is now having shelter, tidiness, knowledge and independence Conveniently she is forgotten, yes by her own beloveds.. Truth struck like a spear, she realized she is alone.. Her heart craved and melted for intimacy and love.. Only to find a stranger slowly becoming everything to her She rewrote in her heart walls, love comes before money Love ruled...

Wednesday, May 19, 2010 എന്റെ വൈല്‍ഡ് റോസ് സുന്ദരി സുഷാ ജോര്‍ജ്ജ്...ദുബായ് എന്ന വിസ്മയ നഗരത്തിലെ ഒരു ‘ബിസിനസ്സ് കണ്സലറ്റന്റ് .സാമൂഹികമായ പല സംരംഭങ്ങളിലും മുന്‍കയ്യെടുക്കാന്‍ വളരെ സമര്‍ത്ഥ .ഈ പായിപ്പാട്ടുകാരിയുടെ സ്വതവേയുള്ള, ദയ, കരുണ, സ്നേഹം എല്ലാം അനുഭവിച്ചറിയുന്നഭര്‍ത്താവ് ജോണ്‍ ,സുഷയുടെ എല്ലാ പ്രവര്‍ത്തനങ്ങള്‍ക്കും പൂര്‍ണ്ണ പിന്തുണ നല്കുന്നു.ബാംഗ്ളൂര്‍ നഗരത്തിലെ വിദ്യാഭ്യാസം,എല്ലാത്തരക്കാരോടും ഒരേവിധത്തില്‍ പെരുമാറാനുള്ള വ്യക്തിത്വം നേടാന്‍ സുഷയെ സഹായിച്ചിരിക്കാം.എന്തുകൊണ്ടും ഒരു നല്ലമനസ്സിന്റെ ഉടമ. ഡാഫോഡിത്സ്’ എന്ന ഒരു ഗ്രൂപ്പിന്റെ ആവിഷ്ക്കാരത്തില്‍ മുന്‍ കൈയ്യെടുത്തപ്പോള്‍ ,കുറെ നല്ല സുഹൃദ് വലയം ഉണ്ടാക്കിയെടുക്കാം എന്നു മത്രമേ കരുതിയുള്ളു. അതൊരു വലിയ യാഹൂ ഗ്രൂപ്പായി വളര്‍ന്നപ്പോള്‍ സന്തോഷം തോന്നി, അതിലേറെ,കൃതാര്‍ഥതയും.‍പതുക്കെ പതുക്കെ , മെംബര്‍മാര്‍ കൂടി.... ദുബായ് വിട്ട് അടുത്ത GCC യിലേക്ക് ,ക്ഷണക്കത്തുകള്‍ പോയി. ഏറ്റം ആദരവോടെ അതില്‍ക്കൂടിതല്‍ സന്തോഷത്തൊടെ, എല്ലവരും, തന്നെ ഗ്രൂപ്പില്‍ ചേര്‍ന്നു. ദുബായിലും,മറ്റു GCC യിലുമുള്ള ഒട്ടുമുക്കാലും, മലയാളികള്‍ ഈ സമൂഹത്തില്‍ മെംബര്‍മാരാണ...

From the moment I realized the fact, that you are miles away from me, And nothing can convince you about the love I had for you, I waited for the rain, heavy rains to strike this world With its power to rinse and wipe away my tears. Wandering in the rain, wanting to be drenched, to tear off your thoughts, I stood against its strength, my desire was to slash you from my soul.. I felt spiky and thorny water droplets piercing my heart, if I did cry, my tears were blended with the shower. The downpour stopped, and when the clouds drifted away.. My heart was aching, It’s not the thorny droplets which were hurting me.. It was the dent that formed in my soul, where once your love and thoughts were placed... I looked up to spot the rainbow, but saw your face smiling with much radiance.

I plunged deep deep into the sea, To hide my face, myself from familarity, One step away from the deepest deep, I smiled, thinking about my solitude But was welcomed by beings, They plunged before me!!!!