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Faded X'mas

I’d rather …………… Miss you than making another as companion... Miss your smile than seeing new grin... Miss your glance than perceived with new eyes... Miss your breath than being sniffed upon. And now …Christmas time is here I’d rather.. Miss your laugh than hear the jingling bells... Miss your touch than feel the chilling snow... Miss your whisper than soft sung carols... Being in your thoughts than celebrating season. It is snowing now…leaves fall and then flowers bloom Bonds are made, some sustained, some plucked off.. In my heart, the space where you lived is still warm... I’d rather miss you and live in your thoughts... Wishing on this X’mas Eve you were with me...


"Gosh...Its 6:30..Now I have to rush..You have given me too many responsibilties God..Children have exams today...Even I have some important meeting...I promised my teachers that I will be there today at 9. dot.." She thought...She saw her husband already making breakfast and tea..." God!! thank you for giving such a wonderful man in my life...If it was not him...No one else can understand me other than him..." She smiled at her husband thinking how lucky she was to get a partner like him... " Well children!!" she came to the room where children were sleeping..." Sleeping like a log"...she told to his only son.." You have grown up so much and why cant you get up early in the morning and study?? See...I could see the light in Mathew's house from 4.A.M. onwards...If you sleep like this you can become Mathew's servant...Oh God what all should I see in this life??" She screamed at notice that her younger one is trying to fin

A rose is a rose...

I am a rose....a wild rose... My color is black and that adds to my wildness My petals are rough that tells my uniqueness My leaves are pale which tells my dullness My body is full of thorns which shows my toughness Scorching sun shining on me With no compassion made me black Strong winds blowing aganist me With no passion made me rough Hail storms and heavy showers pouring On me made my leaves pale and lifeless But friend dont think...dont even imagine That I am worthless and futile... They swamp me...the bees and the butterflies Because they know I have the lingering fragrance...

I am from Bethlehem

“I am from Bethlehem”… This answer I got from my client’s banker when I asked her “Where are you from”? I was thrilled to hear that…For those who read this it may not be a huge surprise or a matter to ponder. But for me it was like …one of my dream come true…Suddenly for 5 minutes I started admiring the beautiful lady who was sitting in front of me…Observing her carefully and her adorable and graceful gestures. It was my dream from childhood, to visit Bethlehem, to see the place where Jesus was born. When I was relocated to Dubai, U.A.E, I always thought that some day I will be able to visit that place. But understood the reality that never in my life I will be able to see there. In gulf newspaper Palestine news have utter importance and usually I used to give a deep sigh after reading the same. I have seen, met, talked with many Palestinians and this thought …..the idea of someone seeing near to that place never hit my mind. And there she is …”I am from Bethlehem…”I think she understo
Ever since I had the maturity to know what is wrong and what is right...I think I was alone. When I was studying in kinder garten classes also I used to overhear my class teacher telling about me to my mom..."If only you can give a little attention for her ...for her studies..."I used to gaze in wonder when I was in high schools ....parents of all my friends coming to the school during exam days and asking them how the exam was...feeding them....I stand in one corner of the school and give a big sigh thinking always how good it was if my mom or dad was there with me...feeding me...teaching me...But I knew...that wont happen and if I study it will be good for me...coz nobody bothered about how I was living and what I was doing... Today I am married and run my own business....and there is no much difference in my life...Things are happening in my own offices, house, home without me becoming much a factor of that. Decisions are being taken by many...which can effect me also...bu

Can't Believe !!

Three years before, I didnt know anything about online groups or blogs.One day while watching TV, saw an url of a yahoo group and hence tried to take a membership in that group. That was the begining. Due to so many issues, had to leave the first group where I became a member. My good friends supported and my two friends along with me started a new yahoo group called Daffodils In Desert. During the initial stages, more than support we three got resistance and doubts from all the members who joined this group. Maybe because of our strange group name..people even started asking...will daffodils bloom in a desert? But today I am proud our daffodils indeed bloomed in the desert. Now our yahoo group has over 90 members and now we are well known in this middle east. We have members everywhere and last two weeks we conducted a free Medical Camp for the poor and the needy in UAE..I am proud...I am overjoyed... Wishing and praying that this group where I am a part of will achieve greater height


All my friends have blogs...Always thought about having some space where I can write down my most personal thoughts...Thanks for the blog....I am Susha, like to be to enjoy happiness and suffer sorrows alone.... Past 27 years, I dont have anything to boast lists to write down that Susha owns all these...blessed with a loving husband....and a handful of lovely friends....thats what I am all about...My boast is on my God who created me...its only because of his grace....